Once again trying
(preheat oven to 375.
Butter pan.)
To prove responsibility
Wanting to taste ambrosia-
(4 oz. chocolate, chopped coarsely)
domestic Goddess status
(melt in double boiler, with
one stick
of butter)
There is something
(Stirring until smooth)
concealed here,
( Remove from heat, whisk in
¾ cup sugar)
As inherently correct
As chocolate melting
(don’t taste yet)
one stagnant
strand of stereotype
(three Eggs, whisk well)
I embrace
Housewife, priestess, mother, witch
( Sift
one-half cup of cocoa
over mixture, whisk
once again)
I am none
But I feel like my own
sifted,whisked, prodded, heated
Batter of female prototypes
As I complete
(Bake approximately
twenty-five minutes)
this not-a-task
hoisting myself
up a womanly pedestal
As I laboriously
Mix and move,
Lift, sift, serve-
Oops!
The wobbly,
fragile beauty
Of a
Cake crumbles
So I crumple
Back into the body
Of a modern teenager
Exorcised by my clumsiness
From the
Muscled, gleaming
Skin
Of goddesses and
19th century babushkas
(who wouldn’t know a double-boiler
if it struck them in the tushkes)
I make an unhopeful
Note
on that sullied recipe
And,
weeks later,
hallelujah!
I pour
The dusky batter
Into well-greased
Madeleine molds
(my mother, in a fit of
wisdom, threw out the
cupcake tins)
I watch through
An oven door
Stained with decades of
Mishaps and over eager
Sauces
Other women
Girls, men, boys
Have stood with craning
Necks
Straining
Eyes
Hopefully
Watching as what they create
Swells and grows
Until they come out,
With much furor
Almost glowing and burning
Through the potholder
I wait for them to cool
And they slide
Out of the molds
Gracefully, or
As gracefully as a chocolate
Madeline- Cake can
I add another, more joyous
Note
To the bottom of the
Crinkled, wrinkled,
Stained and smeared
Recipe
That started out so heavenly pure
If naïve
Have stood with craning
Necks
Straining
Eyes
Hopefully
Watching as what they create
Swells and grows
Until they come out,
With much furor
Almost glowing and burning
Through the potholder
I wait for them to cool
And they slide
Out of the molds
Gracefully, or
As gracefully as a chocolate
Madeline- Cake can
I add another, more joyous
Note
To the bottom of the
Crinkled, wrinkled,
Stained and smeared
Recipe
That started out so heavenly pure
If naïve